I have had a near-death experience, and have given up alcohol as a result.
I am frightened more by what my life had become, than I was by the NDE its-self.
All I can do is try to make dignified progression, there would be no use in wallowing in negativity.
I am glad to be alive.
It is my responsibility to change, now. I don't know how or when my decline began. I am feeling awed by the awful magnitude of it all.
I am awed with gratitude at the grace of living.