Friday, 17 December 2010

...ad nauseum...

GIZZARDS! Where the half-digested sits - Oh, yes... My Self has more than one gizzard! Collections within me of things I don't understand, but keep churning over. Watch the Lunatics closely, they might do something amusing...

Muddles

Feeling sick, all the way through - want to write and write until everything's said - Scared of exposing my heart to the public - scared of ridicule for the risible efforts...

Monday, 6 December 2010

Thursday, 30 September 2010

Friends.

I revise the previous post - my good friends will be kind, and not speak of it.
I will miss the good friends I have lost, value the ones I have kept.

I wish we could all get along.

Wednesday, 29 September 2010

Fear.

I am not going to say anything more about,
or have anything to do with the crazy situation
some of my friends are in.

"Spirals"

Spirals

How long will it go round my mind -
Search here and there,
and not find...

Empty rooms hold no promises
and no lies.
No deception in innocent silence,
No silent tears seen in turned-away eyes.

Always was I looking
In places too high to reach,
Stars unseen, too far in the Heavens,
While I'm lost in the grains on the Beach.

Waves come washing,
uncounted, Seasons pass, and go,
like Butterflies kissing one's shoulders...
Summer's Flight of Pure Fancy
Seems All Lifetimes' Love of the Soul.

7th August 2010

Tuesday, 6 July 2010

"Idols"

Your Idols and Mine
Are not unalike,

One Rises Up
and the other Hangs
Down, and are but
Ends of one Thing,
Kether and Jether,
Is any part of the River's Path
More Holy than Another?

08/06/10

"The Faeries of The Wood"

The Faeries of The Wood (writ in 1999?)

Shimmering golden dappled greens
light falling leaves shifting
eyes watching forest far away

"ThunderStones"

"ThunderStones"


Like the Air after Thunder,
Of Power Greatly Spent,
The Stones Lie Still, ReFilling,
A New Earthing Consequent.

"Unseelie" / "Spirit Call" / "Seelie Faerie Evocation"

Three works, I wrote these during an
'I can't be arsed to punctuate' phase. My apologies.
These are all from around 1999.

 
_ UnSeelie _

i asked the one
with eyes of gold
i asked the moon
and stars and sun
and she tore me down

"Shafts of SunLight"

Another one from 1999ish,
when I was too insane to punctuate.

_Shafts of SunLight_

i see them falling
through the cave's mouth
visible by mistlight
wet under the river
where it crashes
and bubbles.

"Semi-Consciousness"

Semi-Consciousness ~
On my horizons
A bleak storm
Brings cold winds to
Rattle me.

"Involution/Evolution"

I Am Awen and Kether
and Prana and Ether
Flowing into Life
I am Light flooding the sky
I am the Dawn
and the path to the dusk
Ever to rise again.

"Soween Song"

Soween Song

Hidden in The Earth,
Next Harvest's Birth,
The Sun Falls Low,
For Next Spring to Grow.

"Dragon's Wine"

- Dragon's Wine -

An Addict in the Dark, I Wait.
His Move, His Act, it Seals my Fate,
Powerless against Him, Unable to Resist -
A Fantasy Exquisitely Permitted to Exist.
Will my Lover come before DayBreak -
Will I Remember when I Wake?

"Sixty-Nine Beers"

Sixty-Nine Beers

Is that the best
price for you?
To make you lose
your attitude
of just-don't-give
a damn?

"Your Eyes Bewitched Me"

Your Eyes Bewitched me,
Unwittingly, watched me
in mundane and
meaningless insanity.
I thought I might
have been in love with you -
nothing at all like the truth.

All my lusts and passions unrequited,
mourning for never-beens,
Victim of transferences,
my Madness-Adoration,
Beautiful One,
I am a fool.
You never wished for this,
and it was never intended,
yet from First Intentions
you cleansed my Wounds and Soul.
My obsessions have gone
from one thing to another,
I thank all my Gods that I
have known you,
had your Poet's Sword
cut the poisons from my heart.
I Love You - My Friend.
May That Never End.

Your smile seduced me,
irrevocably, accidentally.
I've always been prone
to giving myself over to dreams.
The sorrows were deep and genuine,
and every moment of glorious joy.
You kept me safe in your caring,
I'd have died to be in your arms.
I can explain so little,
could have given you nothing at all
except more pain.
In this brief thunderbright
time that I've known you
my best and worst was laid at your feet,
where I never should have been.
Infatuation is an ugly word
for what I have felt.

Tenth June 2010

Monday, 5 July 2010

"Always"

"Always"
I'll never stop calling you Darling,
no matter the distance between
us, or what perhaps might have been,
and this thing called reality,
just a shared daydream,
my friend, nothing more.

Sunday, 1 November 2009

WandWork Developments

My Wand is now
shaped, sanded, and oiled,
we have ahead a month
of polishing, and other work.

It was consecrated on the 30th...

By Wind and Fire and Earth and Water!
By GoldenBlaze Sun and SilverMist Moon.

Et cetera.

It went well. *smiles*

x M

Sunday, 27 September 2009

Monday, 21 September 2009

Chance Icons

Over the years we've had Snackfoods,
Toast, Coffee grounds, etc,
all claimed to *be* funky-magic
God-sent Icons, apparitions or manifestations...

Saturday, 12 September 2009

Campaigns of the Moment - Part1

http://www.banplasticbags.org.uk/
Salisbury City Residents Against Plastic


Today at the Old George Mall
we gave away 500 long-lasting fabric bags,
in half an hour.

Imagine what we could do with more bags?



This is Good:
- Make Bags, Give Them Away -
http://www.morsbags.com/
'Sociable, Geurilla Bagging'


See http://www.action21.org.uk/
'Sustainable Living for Everyone around Mere,
Tisbury, Wilton, Amesbury, Downton and Salisbury'



http://www.marc-bolan.org/
'To Celebrate the 10th Anniversary of
the formation of TAG as well as the
32nd Anniversary of Marc's Passing
MF's T-Rex will be performing Two Sets
as part of a Benefit Celebration
in the heart of London, at the 100 Club
on Friday 18th September 2009. '

Friday, 11 September 2009

Interesting Times.

8 am. Awake. Heh.

A bit over a year since its inception, my terrible all-consuming obsession with dear Severus it wearing off a little. It's partly due to the processes of time on infatuation with no real-life target, and partly due to me telling the spirits of madness to fuck right off.

Monday, 31 August 2009

Snily, sorry, Wuthering Heights.

Oh how my bosom heaved and throbbed! Cathy and Heathcliff, last night on ITV.

Heavenly AU Snilyness. I am still in a swoon.

We all knew Snape was Heathcliff, but have a look at this one!

You must watch. It is necessary. Last night, 9pm, use your TARDIS,
a.k.a. the 'iPlayer', and TONIGHT (31st Aug) at 9...

I will buy on DVD when it's released as such. Oh yes... *handporn-handporn*

itv.com/drama/perioddrama/wutheringheights/

MU0S1833

Wednesday, 5 August 2009

Ngetal - Bending to the Wind.

Learning the lessons of doing that which must be done, dealing with realities of that-which-is. Everything that occurs seems to be a testing, thank Goodness we get multiple goes. If I can truly try my best, I am doing well.